radmad.ca

exchanged my circa 1984 blackberry
for an iphone 4
completely loving the shit out of this thing



i may actually have to start taking self portraits again

if you believe in love at first sight
you never stop looking

All I ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody
who outdrew you

i went to a movie alone
for the first time ever
i went to see Take this Waltz


the irony of me going to this movie
on my own
is not lost on me

its like i knew the ending
before the movie even started
because it is not unlike
how i live my own life

with the sad realization
that as soon as you think you have found
what you are looking for
you start looking for the next good thing
that inevitably
will come along

a lack of satiation
constant restlessness
and a fear of the mundane
makes it hard to make the connection
that will inevitably
one day
dissolve

self fulfilling prophecy?
no

raw honesty
and a true sense
of self