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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Resurrect

I was reminded today

as i am most days

about perspective

the importance of living in the moment

of being kind

and making the most

of every day

oh and my little tart turned 15 this week

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Tuesday, November 13, 2012

hitman

do not fuk with me

you will not prevail

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Saturday, August 25, 2012

release

okay

i'm ready to talk

i just need a few hours
a coffee shop
and peace and quiet

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Saturday, August 04, 2012

cool grass on a steamy summer

the olympics are the most inspiring thing in the world to me

if i could do it all over again
i would train to be an olympic athlete
in something like running
or rowing
or volleyball

the inner voice of confidence
the struggle through infinite pain
the passion to be the best
and the zealous pride of achievement

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Thursday, July 19, 2012

she has advanced technologically

exchanged my circa 1984 blackberry
for an iphone 4
completely loving the shit out of this thing

i may actually have to start taking self portraits again

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Thursday, July 05, 2012

a quick radmad tutorial

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Tuesday, July 03, 2012

close yet far

if you believe in love at first sight
you never stop looking

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Sunday, July 01, 2012

popped that cherry

All I ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody
who outdrew you

i went to a movie alone
for the first time ever
i went to see Take this Waltz

the irony of me going to this movie
on my own
is not lost on me

its like i knew the ending
before the movie even started
because it is not unlike
how i live my own life

with the sad realization
that as soon as you think you have found
what you are looking for
you start looking for the next good thing
that inevitably
will come along

a lack of satiation
constant restlessness
and a fear of the mundane
makes it hard to make the connection
that will inevitably
one day
dissolve

self fulfilling prophecy?
no

raw honesty
and a true sense
of self

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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

stay young make love

she just had the most incredible
two days

he leaned in and said
"i should have kissed you twenty years ago"

and she replied
"i didn't kiss like this twenty years ago"

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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

she's still here

i remember when i could write whatever i wanted
and it phased no one
that i was worried
it would phase
because they knew nothing
of me here

i have been up to no good
and making plans for mayhem
which i will disclose very soon

but in terms
of the current stat of life
i am still single
and loving it
i am still employed
and can't wait to go to "work" each day
and i still run
and have my dear dog
and can't wait for what's going to happen next

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Sunday, April 29, 2012

who doesn't want to be in this?

i want to be in this

i had a conversation with an amazing person
last weekend

he asked me if i was maybe too picky
if i expected too much from a man

i told him no

i told him that if i wasn't excited about a boy
after a few dates
then how the fuk
would i be excited about him

forever

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Monday, February 20, 2012

sabbatical

oh god.

okay remember when i once said
that my silence means
i'm up to no good

well i'm swimming in it

so much to report back
soon

promise

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Tuesday, January 17, 2012

hey there

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bliss

i don't know what it is with me
and quotes lately
maybe getting sentimental in my old age

today is my one year anniversary at my "new" gig
still loving it
still feels like the honeymoon stage
which is quite incredible
because i tend to bore easily
unless i feel engaged, challenged and excited
about something
in which case
i'm loyal
beyond loyal

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Friday, January 13, 2012

raison d'etre

you don't have to dig too deep
if you want to find some dirt on me

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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

just do it. okay i will

my lungs are buuuurning
-18 degrees outside
fuk'n cold
which means i'm feeling pretty awesome
and even managed
to lap
every single couch lounger out there
ya lazies

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Saturday, December 24, 2011

merry christmas jerks

this christmas is gonna suck
which is okay
things have to be crappy to make you appreciate
the awesome

which is just
around the corner

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Friday, December 23, 2011

pop

gramps with his two lasses
i will miss you
and i hope good comes of your loss
like stronger relationships
and closer ties

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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

reason #38 why radmad is single

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Sunday, December 18, 2011

cockblocked by my ex cock

superjudge and radmad
went to the leafers game last night
like old times
except sans the sex

i started talking to the guy next to me
he made me laugh
and shared his pretzel m&m's
i told craig that i should have brought a chick
because my ovaries were singing
at the bevy of hot men
in attendance

and well
he was cramping my single styles
so i told guy next to me that
i was with my ex
from like five years ago
and then dude asked if we were going to get it on
something about an olive branch
i dunno

anyways i toyed with giving him my number
and then also waited to see if he'd ask
and craig whispered to me that i could do better
i mean he was not overly attractive
but he had personality

gah
on old client gave me the tiks
and he was in his company's seats
hmmm
perhaps i will hunt him down

calling magnum PI

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Thursday, December 01, 2011

heard you like the bad girls honey

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pink lady

the people above me are still smoking
it is fuking gross
and it makes me want to scream

so i got this
to jam up the vent in my bathroom
because that is where the stench
comes from

i feel so violated
i also feel scared to touch this shit
like little particles of it are going to get lodged
in my lungs and i'm going to have trouble breathing
forever

its for things like this
that a boyfriend slash husband
would be ideal

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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

early to rise

i'm not quite sure
how clear i have made this
in the past
but i love mornings
and by mornings
i mean cusp of middle of the night

that totally says 4:23 AM

i am a fully functioning human
at this time
although a bit pre-alarm
i am ready to rock

i dated a guy once
who hated it
i would get out of bed for a run
and i don't know why
but it drove him nuts

but then
he drove me nuts
for other reasons

but only a little
i had a huge crush on him
never fell in love
but then
i didn't really stick around long enough to find out

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Monday, November 28, 2011

lulu make lemon-ade

cool find

so if you peel the one side off a lululemon bag
there is a whole new sheet of awesome stuff underneath

When we are 2 or about to die, we lack the ability to change most of our lives. when we are drunk or stoned, we are massively creative but we forget what we were creative about. the post orgasm time is not long enough and childbirth creativity is very center focused. The athlete's "high" is the most long lasting as it can last for up to 6 hours. Humans become addicted to creative moments because when we are creative, we feel the most in control of our lives.

amazing!
who would have thought lululemon
proponents of health and wellness
would refer to being drunk, stoned and orgasmic

and so that
in a nutshell
is why i run
drink
and have sex

to induce creativity

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