radmad.ca

apparently
radmad has been a bad girl!

oh here we go again....

radmad:

• is about to make turkey meatballs sans recipe. prepare for disaster
  
• has tegan and sara's Sainthood on repeat
  
• feels inspired to go on a long streetcar ride. destination unknown
  
• wishes she could sit still. need to find cure for ADD. perhaps it is turkey meatballs
  
• misses you. its been a year since you stopped calling. i hope she is worth it
  
• went on 3 dates last week. one sucked. meatloaf called it... two out of three ain't bad
  
• bought the prettiest vintage coat for thirty dollars.
  
• thinks christmas is going to have a whole new meaning this year so needs to find the perfect card
  
• is nervous that she's onto something bigger than she is ready to take on
  
• met the daughter of the guy who wrote the slogan "when you eat your smarties do you eat the red ones last" and "get cracking"
  
• is sorta interesting, so let her get a word in

5am
pitch black along the boardwalk
8km route against the wind
through a wet drizzle

welcome to can't tame me tuesday

the dog has a bit of a hate-on
for my busy schedule
and insufficient mom and dog
down time




i have to tell her
i'm doing it for us
for a better life
so she can enjoy the best
food
and the best bed blankets
and the best bisquits
money can buy


all that doesn't matter to her
its the happiness of a long trek through the leaves
or a good tug of war with mr. chicken
or the best belly rub
better than money can buy

perspective and priorities
she's got em both down

she refused to let common sense cloud her judgement

for reasons related to distance
and scheduling

i had to break up
with my nail girl
of nine years
last night

i'm actually taking it harder
than i thought

now going to a gay vietnemese guy
on the danforth

it was time
but that just doesn't make it
any easier

so i'm going to be on TV
that there is brent the producer
in my studio

i won't lie
i have always dreamed of being on TV

the first time i tried was last year
when i auditioned to be on Slice TV's "The List"
I even came up with the show idea
to karaoke the national anthem
at one of the Leafs games
the fuk'rs scooped my idea
and didn't invite my ass back try out for the shoot

whateves
i can't sing

anyways
my biz is freakin booming
within three months of opening the doors
i have a waiting list of peeps wanting in
cool

one of my clients has lost 20 pounds
in 2 months
trez cool

and last thursday
a TV crew came in to shoot a segment
on what my biz is all about
and why it is such an awesome workout
holy crap too cool

dream big people
take chances
and make shit happen

das what its all about yo

why radmad
is

continues to be

and will perhaps
always be
single

today at aunty radmad's
little Miss O
learned how to choke the chicken

sent the pic to Miss O's daddy

radmad is no longer allowed
to play with Miss O
unless supervised
by an adult

so i am to the point
where all the questions have been answered
and i'm at the emailing stage
with the eharmony dudes

and i have hit a wall
i have zero to no interest
in pursuing anyone
and dating

and talking about myself
or learning about someone else

i'm not worried about whether
i will jet out of this rut
cause i will

soon
i hope